..... me, myself & | .....

2004-10-20T01:11:00.000-07:00

AYTE, from now on me really gonna update. Yes, I promise unless its da GCSE days la. anyways todae's da 1st day for partyy... haha we tried our clothes so many times... and today ma momma went to get a NEW handbag for me after i complained tt d yesterday one was not so nice.. she bought 2 retro earrings too n d make-up stuff. There are times when i love her but sumtymz, she's a real pain. uff, ayte peeps gotta buzz off now cos small bro's hollering at me. Freak, he;s at d age wher he has doscovered the wonders of MSN, FRIENDSTER. ciao peeps

2004-07-04T05:14:00.000-07:00

elow ppl..
im so fukin lazy dammit! i guess it wont be much time til my blog closes for real cos i raly got no mood to update it..! well... lets see.. lots haf happened in ma lil' werLd.. its been good so far but i tend not to take tings seriously whic has made 2 guys furious wit me. afterall, whic gurl wil beliv sweet-nothings for no apparent reason.. anyways.. skul has been gr8 too..
frenship life = ok2.. but more tension betwin shitheads & bhenjiz.. btu sumtymz we get along
social life = erm. ok i gues.?
lurve life = confusing..
family life = bad.. grandpa's brotha died yesterday in nepal..he's d mayor.. damn rich man.. lives in a mansion due to political reasons, he was shot!! impt man in nepal so ther're more riots.. aunt's comin dowm frm UK to visit yeah!! more shopping!
anwyays, bye peeps
lurve y'all

2004-06-18T03:45:00.000-07:00

hey peepz. no , my blog is not dead yet ok kush. wow, so many things has happened in my life and i havent written in it. firstly, im thinkin maybe love was an illusion abck then. get real, puja. haiz but its gettin beta nowadaez, im actualy acceptin' d sight of him n not going ooh so drooly.
baby caNt u see, im falling
ther'z no escpae, im stuc here
u're toxic, im slippin under
anyways realy goota run now. mum may cum home any time n yeah sista is bringin home sum chocolate whic is always essential wen my heart is breaking........... and im looing 4ward to monday, ther'z a party cos his parents are out of s'pore so its gona be rawkin'..!! and friday, got b-mu's bdae party.. oh no!! east coast again? but it'l be gr8, cos he'l be ther... alogn wit tons of b-mu's bf's frenz... hehe, wat shud i wear? haha
anyw, bye peeps

2004-06-17T02:12:00.000-07:00

hiya ppl,
my mindz changed. i lurrve my life. TOTALLY, ok mabe not that much but yeah itz fun. prolly beta den othaz. and karmz, soz bout all dat not REPLYING coz im really buzy and hafta go off soon. i kno u're like YA-YA.. haha but itz true. gurl duesnt lie to her pops yeah.? n u can count on dat 'date' wip my sista along. WE'L GO DUTCH, so as not to kip u worried... its A PRE-INFORMATION.
*mwa*

2004-06-15T22:01:00.000-07:00

ae peep..
long tym no updatin. been buzy
anyway. recent daez wer gud c0z of l0.oReY but now itz not gud anym0re cos he aint ther no more. god, life suckz rite now
bye peep

2004-06-09T22:45:00.000-07:00

sup ppl..
been few dayz since mua hafnt blogged. itz due to goin teh skula nd all dat n0nsenz... ma enjoyin tym are all ova and now its bak to skackin in skul. slacking cos i nVr study pr0perli and my hol hw r allude in monday and dymn i hafnt touched sum. so i've like todae and firday cos saturdae i've to go out d whole day and on sunday, ther'z dis funfair wher all d nepaLez go. its an annual ting, happenz evry yR so that means dat ive gota go buy new cLothes. mum will prolly grumble budden c'l giv in fo sho'. its always d same r0utine. dis time, im gona be a gd gerl and buy det pink top frm MANGO dat my fren has been buggin me to buy cos c has b0ught d same ting and c wantz us to be lyk twins fer 1 day.. crazzy aint it? but oh well leme comply her wish once. n im also gona get tt essential black jeans frm MISS SIXTY.. ive been eyeing it since lyk last yR during d holidays per|od.. so its prety wow.. 1/2 a yr n i still nvr buy it.? cos bak then, it wasnt fashionable yet but n0w gurLs haf started wearing it so this is d correct time to buy. confused..? well go sort it out uRseLf. anywayz im in skul now, spoz to finish am pRojec but now d tchr's gone sumwher so im in her computer, d one infRon of d class
niwaez gota buz off now. c may cum in any mo. and il be dead meat.
*mwa*

2004-06-05T02:49:00.000-07:00

hie peeps.
im so cold rite now. my ahirs r standing. NOT that im hairy. my fingerz r so numb that its hard to type. oh well im soundin lyk suc a sissy. yday had lotsa fun in d bdae party. gaf him a nice prez too.. me,pink n deviL shared n bought dis thick bracelet..well those nice type that guys wear and we packed lotsa moss in a box and placed d bracelet in the root. was fun makin dat ting. pasted a card in d top then tied d whole box wit fancy glittery blue string.. d result looked so classy n fancy. wow, i shd be sum designer 4 gift wrapping. niweize as expected we were damn late. reached ther at 9.15pm wen we were supoz to reach BY 7.45. haha all d guys were cursing us. pUs gaf suc a nice prez wit dis huge handmade card wher c actuali wrote d whole track of their realti0nship. i realy envy them sumtimes. dey jus r so perfecT. c also bought dis realy nice flowers but not roses saying they look gay 4 a guy. HAHAHa. and me d TOP-NOTCH designer wrapped d flowers in dis fancy neon blue paper wit d ribbon and all d works. it luked fantastic. PEOPLE READING THIS IF U EVER WAN A GIFT/FLOWERS 4 UR GF/BF come to me..!!! i'l gif you 20% discount 4 d payment since i kno u guys. hehe. aniwae it was fun at d partyy food was wicked. dancin part was d bez cos ther was dis grp of gurls who were acting all poshy and all. so we had lotsa fun dancin rite infron of them and flirtin' wit their ex-bf. haha... well not flirting but u know playing ard wit dem. so TAdaH we were d winners! left ard 1230 wel kinda early but father was at h0me dat nite and he was like.. FASTER COME HOME. SUMMORE SO MANY GUYS AT D PARTY. URE A GURL. ergh.. as if i'd get kidnapped or wat raped.? haha. WOW i wrote so much based on the whole party. gues im realy bored enuf cos dis computer duesnt haf MSN n im lazy to download. actualy im in dis cyber ting in cineleisure cos we're out den ma sis has sth on wher i cant come. well whatever. but i muz be lookin realy pathetic cos ppl ard here are like playing computer games all dose chinese spectacle guys. ugh.. im as sad as dem. wow im supa bored and im supoz to go my kuzzin house to study a maths wit her at 5pm well i gues c muz haf predicted tt im not coming. as usual. haha. oh ya i gaf ma m0m bak ma sim-card cos well d bil came and haha it was damn high but actualy not my highest yet. so i felt kinda guilty n i returned to her. and c was like.. huh.. but i still haf ur sim-card. she duesnt know that ther'z such a ting called replacement card wher i pretended to be an adult ab0ve 21 yrs old. guess c tinks im dis innocent gurl. oh now listenin to loo-rey's songz. he's dis fam0us rapper in nepal and dammit, his gorgeous. his songs r realy wicked. of coz they're in eng lang. but too bad he's taken by a fren of mine. c'z in england that lucky gurl
olryt sis is bak n me is out.
*mwa*

2004-06-04T03:51:00.000-07:00

yo peeps.
im still half asleep.. but dammit i cant get any slp cos d whole house is so so noisy. yesterdae was fun, stayin ova at b|nds den meetin up d boys at ard 2 am.. had a feast. yea, we know we r crazy ppL. but of cos we gurls din' eat much. hehe gota maintain our heylook yea~ met dis lil cutie in b|nds h0use.. he's like 6 yrs old and GAWD hes so damn kute cos he has dis notty boyish look and he's so cute he actualy stuck wit me thru-out d night. i even brought him to d midnite party. man, if only he was my age.. hehe. den later ard 12pm went ma kuzzin house they're aLso leavin. they wer doing sum FRENCH MANICURE ting. kush was ther, but c looked so angry wit d w0rld.haha were you.? man, we din' even bother 2 tok to each otha. i jus stared at her fo awhile den gaf a stoopid smile. but she didnt even give a smile, not even A FAKE SMILE..! so i din' even slp a second and dis m0rnin went 2 airp0rt.. so many ppl packed. i got 2 bouquets of roses.. red roses. one's pink given by dis guy whu was ma c-mate laz time.. his mother gav. strange.. i duno why she give. then yasu also gaf. det crazzy gurl c gaf me a purple one. den ard 5 pm came h0me... had to go neighb0ur's home fo duno sum party. den now managed to cum online fo a lil while. den got puS's boyfren's 18th bdae party. so damn tired and i tink im gona be late.. cos im sup0z to meet dem at 730 n here i am buzy typing away. but i tink i can relax c0s ive already bathe, jus blow-dried my hair and my party gear is hanging in d hanger so all ive gota do is slip them on, make my hair, apply make-up and il be ready by 745..hopefully. anyway i bet devIl will take ages gettin ready. and we'l have to stand outside his h0use shouting lyk crazy ppl and hurrying him. seriously, guys r soo vain. oks dets all.
*mwa*

2004-06-03T04:20:00.000-07:00

hey peeps
my plan of doin sum hw failed again today. went out wit ma m0m 4 sum visa tingy den met up wif misi n her m0mma.btw c and i bought dis realy lurvely HOT PINK HANDBAG fer b|nds cos c'z leavin tmL. anyways its branded..!! but haha it was on sale lyk 20% disc0unt.. we're such rotten frenz but he.. at leaz it still costs a bomb. it was so paisey walkin in town wif our mommas with their numer0us bags of sh0pping :| but luckily d taxi stand was real near so we jus dropped dem ther, managed to scoff up sum cas frm dem and then we were 2 happi gurls. retired laurey,B.O.T, T.A.I, kaley vj were sup0z to mit up but we decided to play hide & seek wit dem but in d end haha they got lost, d main reazon why we wana hide frm dem was coz we were reaL hungry and we didnt wan dem to c us eating lyk pigs.. its awful eating ryt infr0n of guys especially guys u fancy. not that i realy fancy dem, misi n one of dem r 2getha so c waz like.. NOO DONT WANA EAT INFRONT OF DEM.. well suits her.since j0hny was not wid dem, i didnt feel lyk meetin' up. onli if he waz ther, den i wud really wana meet up cos he'z a total blast. den it was shopping time fer us gurls... i realy badly wan MIRACLE frm LANCOME. haiz, if onli i had a fairy godmother whu'd grant my evry wish. oks dets all fer now.
*mwa*

2004-06-01T19:47:00.000-07:00

hie peeps
suc a sunny dae. well todae, i spent ard 2 hours watchin cartoons! gosh was bac to memory lane lyk wen i was wat..pri 3 or 2..im in lurrve wit barney! even mem0rised his song.. barney is a dinosaur from our imagination.. or sumfink lyk dat. oh nevermind! anyway now whole family is out but i wasnt in d mood fer family outings n stuff so im h0me & so i gota cook 4 my father. how tortur0us cos he gona return h0me fer lunch.jus finished cutting d p0tatoes so now im gona fry it.. hopefully it wont turn out burnt. and den mabe il make sum cabbage..? dats d easiest.. salad! dont hafta c0.ok mabe det'l be enuf fer him. but knowing guys and their appetites, m n0t too sure. now therz dis m0vie goin called THE OTHER ME its a kiddy m0vie. but well it waz interesting fer a while. k now m gona go bac to ma frying-potat0es stuff.
*muchlurve*

2004-05-31T22:08:00.000-07:00

hey peeps..
had so much fun yesterday at rabi a.k.a my bro(god-bro) burfdae. it was at dis chalet in changi and d place was like super huge wit balconies, so many bedrooms n toilets and dining rooms and all d works. it was lyk bein in a huge mansi0n. anyw ther was also tons of food man i bet ive gained 2 pounds. and he had two huge cakes both wer superb. wel lets jus say it was a wicked place. n0w im at dis british council wher its full of 'english' ppl but tis fun here cos its huge n d computers r supa nice. so besically so far in ma hols im hafin fun lyk supa crazy n i hafnt touched ma books so i beta get ma butt werkin on it but den again whu cares..? leme enj0y fer a sh0rt while yea..? jus passed by tanglin mall, and ma heart st0pped fer a millisecond cos god det place has soo many mem0ries of danial n evryting. its funni h0w we alwaes used to be ther even d toilet ther reminds me of him c0s he'l be practicalli screamin frm outside to hurry me while me bein a gurl wud be doin stuff u kno make-up n all det. BUT he's no longer in my heart. yep. dats fo sho'. so bye to him, d former lurve of my life.

2004-05-28T06:25:00.000-07:00

alrite kush st0p ur preaching!.. lolz.. kaes m0z prolly im bac wit u guyz so im prolly gona try my veri bez to update.. budden again, updating hafnt been my ting. but il try la. anyw my rep0rt card was out todae. terrible resultz i mean its n0t gud enuf 4 ma parentz but personally, i find it ok la. ergh im kinda bg so i'l buzz in lyk mabe tml or sumfink.
*muchlurve*

2004-05-25T16:56:00.000-07:00

howdy peepz its sad how i dun get teh cum online nowadaez.. but yeah m buzy and stuff. sowie guyz. but hack d onli ppl who rant bout ma blog is kush n kaRm.
olryt byes

2004-05-23T08:06:00.000-07:00

yo peeps
at my kuzzin house now. kush is here and after she ranting at me 4eva 4 not taggin' i finalli decided to do it. anyw, had lotsa fun 2dae... details, later..k byes peeps. *mwa*

2004-05-20T02:20:00.001-07:00

howdy hommettes
looong tym ive done no updatin'. well exams were ova n i was besically hafin hafin a helluva time goin out and sleepin ova' and diz karman & kush haf been practically killin mie and tellin me to update.. seriouzly, dis shd be their blog instead!!
anyways gt my resultz todae.. well ok2.. flunked my amaths..well onli 5 ppl pass. so ntg to wori about. my chem and f&n i knew i was gona lose it. eng was t0ps..YEA onli 2 ppl passed.. YES i finali beat anna~ history & humanities was tops too.
im so horribly pissed off..j0hny juz sent me dis video wher a man is getting his head cutten off. double eww** u guys haf prolly seen it.

2004-05-20T02:20:00.000-07:00

2004-05-13T23:05:00.000-07:00

hey peeps..
ma exams kinda over. onli got a maths ppr 2 on m0nday.. and i kno im gona screw it real bad.. so is ther any p0int in studyin?.. actualy ans is yes.. but hack la.
i did d gurlfriend test. and i tink d whole ting is rigged cos how in d pink moon did, i get perfetc gurlfren?? summ0re my answers were n0t even w0rthy cos i was bein honest and frankly, im cant ever be a gd gurlfren cos i don change 4 sum1 unless they're realy w0rth it. anyways may 12 was ma bez day!! fr0m june 6 2001- may 12 2004! three loong years! my, how did it pass so quickly?! i cant believe my luck. i shd realy treasure ppl ard me cos im jus so lucky.. haha.. seriouzly, unexpected gud tings happen to me. and i cant go into detail but juz leme tell u may 12 2004, 1130pm-3am is ma happiez day & time so far. aytes peeps m outta here. goin out but as usual im late!
*muchlurve*

2004-05-13T22:55:00.000-07:00

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2004-05-12T02:31:00.000-07:00

yo peeps
itz been suc headache-ful daes fer mi.. but luckily d w0rst is over.. on monday had hist0ry & maths 1..kinda ez but tt is wit fingerz cr0ssed.. tuesday was chem & eng2.. ok-ok.. today was hy & a maths~ holy shyt so haRd.. and all tt stayin u till 4am has prolly d0ne no good.. -boohz- m0nday ther's pr 2, so i'd beta buck up-
anyw, so yah dats bout it.. life's been kinda b0ring n0w cos of exams & exams. nuffink realy happenin' g0in on. now my life kinda boo-boo...jus wen i th0t it was all r0sey & stuff, reality had to hit me c0Ld rite on wheR it hurts m0st~ but well, gues it rolly wasnt meant to b.. actually im reali contradicting rite n0w cos it wasnt any biggie jus sum min0r stuff and look, im makin it suc a big deaL by publicizing it on d net and u guys readin this prolly dont have d faintest idea wat im t0kin bout. well its matters concernin d heart of c0s.. dats wad mean by ~ wher it hurts m0st ~ pard0n me, ig u guys; english aint wicked enuff'. anyw, im besically, takin things step by step n0w.. all sect0rs of my life. its all so c0mplicated and wen ppl ask me wads wr0ng.. d st00pid ting is dat i cant make dem understan.
n0ne can heLp me, even th0se whu try
anyw, t th0se whu did try teh help...thx but im beta off bein aLone wif no1 by my syd. seriously, im beta off doin sum soul-searchin all alone.
and yeah ova d days met up wif my ex-classies.. dey haf reali changed. anyw, evry1 changes wif time so i gues ther'z nth suprisin. d guys haf g0ne reali hansy and stuff. -reali sh0cekd- so im prolly all up 4 d reuni0n ting
byes n0w gota study f&n
*muchlurve*

2004-05-09T03:13:00.000-07:00

hey peeps!
suc a loong time nvr update. its cos of d stoopid exams la. and now im also suppoz to be studying but im alwaes d last-min ting. only at ard 1 den i'l be OMG its exams tml!! and den i get so flustered up.. so ya tts my sudying routine.
anyways had my ss & eng 1 ppr. english was fun.. i chose autobiography & i wrote and wrote til i lost track of time. cos i so so lurve writing cos it gives me a chance to express ma views and bla bla.. ss sucked to d core tt stoopid mrs china say got japan in d end got boring old singapore!! and thankx to d guy sittin next to me, my pen ink ran out cos we were pen-fighting! .. bad luck.. but d last qn i didnt know how to do anyway.. so for d last 30 mins i composed lotsa poems & stuff like dat.. wit pencil of course!
and jus came bac frm out.. and bought cake 4 mother's day cos its momma'sa day today.. got dis pretty cake wit choc tings ..flaky2 and gt strwaberries.. its so so pretty. and today's vam's bdae also! but gona celebrate onli on 22 may afta exams on d beach.. i lurrve beaches and den towards d end of may also gt my g0d-bro's burfdae.. tt party's not one to miss cos its gona be totali rawkin' he;s gona spend so muc money on d whole ting. den gt woodsville pri skul reunion also.. but i no interest to go cos all d guys not that cute.. haha.. i stil haf d view of dem as dose irritatin guys in pri skul. and got countless of pr0mized outings wit so many fRenz but i duno whether i'l realy go cos got skul in d 3rd & 4th week.. so fcuked-up
so anyways tml got his & maths 1 so beta study or else il regret.
@-}-- [[BeBe]]

2004-05-05T17:49:00.000-07:00

hie peeps
.. in skool n0w.. got 5 whoLe periods free.. *TADAH* envy me? .. u shud u know.. im enj0yin heRe cos i finished all ma werK alreadi so d0n hafta work n sweat ova it & im sittin' in a c0rner here all by maseLf at d last r0w by d wind0w and im either usin d com or sms-in ppL. envy? .. anyways yester- was a nice dae feR mi.. exams c0min but i stil cant get my butt to start werkin on it. its so hard. cos im foreva distracted. its finaly starting to rain. so glad (: yester was fun.. g0in home in da raIn but tt toopid j.T spoiLt my mood...AGAIN! i dun0 wat he tinks of himself wit all dose contac lenses.. he's so vain, he changes colour evry day.. ok i admit he's realy drool-worthy but its n0t werkin on me anymore. last yr is last yr. he tinks he's my father or wad.. alwaes tellin me wat to do and wat Not to. anyway yesterday also no1 @ h0me. ate so much of sinful ice-cream. CHOCO FUDGE WIP MARCHMALLOWS.. but d calories det comes wit it is so NOT cool. d current f0ne wif me is so nice.. feel lyk kiping it 4eva but of cos i hafta return to emo.. n todae sham gifin me nokia 3200. im spoilt. but wad teh do.. im so likeable by ppl tt dey r willin to do anyting 4 mi... HAHA.. but i shd kno my limits la. l8er feel like owe dem sumfink esp. guys. not to be trusted. guys r pigs. period. ok.. not ALL... but most.
aytes gota go... tt toopid fckuin tchR is makin n0ize..
@-}-- [[BeBe]]

2004-05-04T02:31:00.000-07:00

hie peeps..
i lurve my life now. dont ask me why cos i dont know myself. havin my hp back wit me is so so lurvely. i've been msg-in non-stop but now its break fer mi.. todae nearly got confiscated i didnt know tt d tchr was next to me cos i busily msgin ppl.. i hafta stop dis habit but wad teh do im addicteD.. anyway skul todae was fun but time passed so quickLy and exams r so so neaR and im so dead.. cos i dunt understand moz of d subjects. i gues hafta use det last-min studyin ting which ive been using for as long as i can remember.. to day was d 1st time my mom was actualy home so weird. im turnin out to be a latch-key kid haha.. IF ONLY.. life wud b more fun actualy..
got bac d eng test ppr.. so shitty nowadays im not tops anym0re. its taken by anna. damn her..lol.. and my eng tchr is tellin me to do sumfink bout it, making me more paranoid than i already am. so dis mid-yr, i HAVE to be top dats wad im telin myself and it has to be at least A2 or else im goin to kill myself =| english is d only sub. tt i enjoy so i must be d best, no1 and i repeat no1 is allowed to overtake me. -so freaky- tml got CME ppr.. like any1 even cares. i dont even know wher d CME book is.. did i even buy it?.. cant remember.. d day is passing fast so now i realy haf to study and make d most outta it. in d blink of my eye, it'l be nite oredi and tym to sleep. and i missed yesterday's AMERICA'S TOP MODEL. adrianne won. -cheers- i was rootin fer wither her or kessa but d blady judge threw kessa out. kessa is gorgeous...her skin is so well-toned.. like j.Lo type.. and i luv adrianne's character.. loud gurL.. toks non-st0p.. ppl were rooting fer elyse .. but i don like her at all. only her face is good and well-structured. u shud see her body... so SKINNY and totaly Flat.. she has no boobs at all. honestly, and c picks at her f0.od. and her bf is so horibly-freaky lookin .. c remind me of a plant stem so skinny. and she wans to try bein a model. HELLO!! time to wake up! realistically, bein all bones aint gettin gurls anywher these days. they'l only classify u as anorexic or sum kid whu duesnt get enuf bread to eat at home. so gurls, take ma advice. of c0s im not tellin u to stuff urself up. know ur limits. thats all. so TIP 4 TODAY: to gurls.
@-}-- [[ BeBe ]]

2004-05-03T00:20:00.000-07:00

arLow peeps..
haf not been writing much.. well fRm now on, i will write many2.. well, i'll try anyway.. now im really2 gona save to buy cLothes.. n0w i wana change c0ncept to casuaL.. no m0re sexi2 fer mi.. yep im gona be a gud geRl (: got inspired by posh wen i was watchin d 'real becks' ting yesetrday nite.. man det laydee luks wicked in aLmoz evryting.. so im realy gona save up & buy m0re L.V caps, tite babie tees & m0re skin-tite pants.. i reaLy envy det w0man.. husbend so handsum, filthy rich gt 2 hansy s0ns but sadLy now gt all d0se gurls sayin dey g0t afair wit becks.. shameless.. but hupfully tings wil turn out gud fer d becK famiLy..
niwae todae skul ok2.. n0t too bad.. fRm now on, no more remediaLs.. so todae came h0me supa-earLy ard 3.. as usuaL, no1 at h0me... den i alwaes tempted to on d c0m.. my fcuked-up lenses orwaes gif me pR0bs.. but dis june, i changin to hazel br0wn.. hasli w0re blue lenses to skul todae.. dunn0 wat eh was tinking cos he realy looked horrible -cringes- and im gona kill kam, det shytbag told sk8erb0i bout laz yr ting .. h0pe hist0ry will NOT repeat itseLf.. dunt haf all tt time.. met him whiLe g0in skul todae.. OMG wat is he tinkin growing his hair.. looks so not nice.. he's losing his hotness fact0r..
day by day, d sight of ***** is causing my eyes to haf s0re-eye.. evrywher i go, sure see him.. yuks la.. in skul also, but apparently he duesnt reaLise it. i wish i cud jus say it infr0n of his face.. tt its n0t gonna be d way it was last yr.. i feel so disgusted.. d guys i chose last yr.. dis yr i see dem, can make me v0mit >_< but his body is supa-g0rgy.. dets d gud ting and he's rea gud in s0ccer and his face is clean-cut perfect.. but still.. he's a no-no for me.. times haf changed.. HAHA.. now im ona study ss fer a sh0rt while.. den hafta go kale & su house.. i h0pe he'l willingly part wit his f0ne and hafta colelc my purse frm su.. got so much m0ney in there over 50 bucks.. if lost, i sure mati.
@-}-- [[ BeBe ]]

2004-05-02T08:58:00.000-07:00

The day you went away

I can still remember how it used to be
Forever you said to me
Though it sounded too good to be true
Foolishly I thought it would always be me and you
I rejected you once, I rejected you twice
But that’s only cos I wanted you always by my side
Cos I knew one day it would all end
And I’d be there without any friend
Our bond was unimaginably strong
A kind, which I always used to long
Day by day it started to fade away
I don’t know what went wrong
Maybe it was you, or was it me?
But in my heart you used to be
I did not say much
Although you were my yummiest choco fudge
It was hard,
But I knew it was time to part.
You asked why, but I said my goodbye
Now I wish my words would fly
So hey, so much I’ve got to say
The day you went away
But in my heart you’ll always stay
For forever is what you said

And now its been quite a while
But I’m surviving without you
Though sometimes i miss you out of the blue
And when it happens, which rarely does,
I try not to make a big fuss
For Goodbye though it hurts was the only way for you & me
But like i said, in my heart you'll always be...

… me, myself & I …

I wish there was a way I could express myself in words
I don’t know what to say
I don’t know what to do
Physically, I am gone
Mentally, I am no longer there
Emotionally, I am totally drained
My enemy?
It has won me, taken over me
This battle I can’t fight no more,
It’s time I start giving in.
I am no longer the way I used to be
The smile I used to smile is no longer there
The laugh I used to laugh is fading away slowly
I search in vain of myself
But what I find is never the old me
I long to be myself
But this battle I can’t fight no more.

p/s: i wrote them myself!!! ...... wen i was goin thru tough times of my life... and they r happenings whic happened to me ..

2004-05-02T08:41:00.000-07:00

my com's finaLi repaired.. and actuaLy im glad it becam sp0iLt c0s now evryting's much m0re easier and n0 more jam and so much fasteR n0w.. yeay so big up f0' d repaIrman~
niweize ma week-nD n0t too bad.. saT, din' reaLy go out jus go fRenz places & do n0rmal gurlie-stuff and today went out frm m0rn tiL nite.. so br0ke now.. bought so many stuff but hey NO REGRETS-- im used to splurg|ng.. tis a paRt of me and oh yah..
abt my confiscated handf0n by my m0mma.. i terminated d line and t0dae got a repLacement caRd.. YES!! im so freaKin happie cos i totaLy cant liv widout my f0ne..-- dunt ask me h0w i lived widout it fer 1 mth 4 days -- its totaLy undescribable but feaR not im bac.. but ive lost all my contacts!!.. so peeps, readIn this.. msg me at 91543175.. nt a gud idea publicizing my no. but hack, whu gives a damn.. -_-*
k-d0key dets bout it.. exmas r freakin neaR.. im doin my bIt by revisin.. d rest is up to fate..

2004-04-28T17:35:00.000-07:00

eh peeps~ been suc a looong time since ive bl0gged..
my stoopid com. crashed yet again.. ergh.. niwaes fear Not.. d repair pers0m ish c0min tmL after countLess appointments.. alwaes had to canceL cos my h0use orwaes no1 in.. so finaLi todae my m0m wud n0t be g0in out and ma sis oso nufink goin on.. lyk finaLly... niwaes life's been well.. quiTe gud.. d onLi ting is exams budden again i dunt reaLi feel strEssed la.. been thru dis stuf fer 10 looong yrs... one m0re yr wunt huRt, wud it?.. HELL YEA.. cos o lvl yR .. >_< yuks lets jus change d subJec..
topa's burfDae was rawkin.. lotsa guys.. lil' gurLs.. haha but all lyK n0t my age grUp.. so feLt lil bit.. uhh.. i aLso disc0vered ma fave sceNt fer a guy.. .!!.. he smeLt so gud.. c0s was nXt to him and griNdin.. he smeLt wow.. cos lil bit sweaTy wen dancIn and on top of that got his perfUme.. woah.. he smelt so sexy..!! but i fiNd him too nonsensicaL.. *as if im not*..
*lurve* @-}-- BeBe

2004-04-28T06:38:00.000-07:00

hey peeps.. been suc a long tym since i blogged.. my com has cRashed yet so d onli time i can use is wen i g0 kam's h0use but fear n0t.. its g0na be repaired by sum repair persoN.. but shyt la got d bladY m|d-Yr.. URG.. life sux anyway got lost to tell but still no time fer now.. dat is..
*loadsoflurve*

2004-04-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

dis is ma shout-outz to evry1 whu has sumting g0in 0n
::: sh0ut-ouTz :::
- 5 mths(countin 2gether & after) meeTin *kid*
- topa's 18th bdae dis tues.. gona rawk d partyy.. hapi burfdae oLd b0y
- j-z's physics teSt tmL.. my shweet' pIe
- luQman's tests tmL.. my hunny bunny
- n0h's bike test ting on tues.. hoLy shyty r0tten expired chocolate fudge!
- eLmie.. 3 mths rawk|n shyt wip him.. my bez fRen =)
-sHa, kam .. tests.. my fave ppl in d werLd *lov ya*
-all ma skulmateS... prepaRe fer d w0rst =|

2004-04-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

hIe peeps..
h0w was d week-Nd..? gud, i h0pe.. mine was ok2.. not too bad.. wel lets say g0.od .. b0th daes wenT out til my legs became w0rse.. pPl muz be tinkIn det i am mad c0s of d way i waLk esp. wen go d0wn stairS.. yeay~ fiNaLi took m0re pix.. i LoV takin pix.. i haD dis huge c0llectI0n.. but n0w its lost.. ergh loong st0ry~ so yea it duesNt matta whu i taKe wif.. as Long as i take so any1 game nuff' to p0se wit me.. jus asK me.. kaes? .. im actin so bimbotic lyk i'm sum1 whu evry1 lyks to take pix wif.. but yea~ theR r ppl whu'd nVr pass a chaNce lyk dIs.. hehes..
so far, dis wk-nd i studied quite a bit c0mpaRed to last tym.. my cuzzins jus weNt oFf.. so n0isy.. imaGine a roomful of h0rm0ne-ragEd teeNagers.. lols.. no la.. we all mad2 type.. tok nonsenZ..
tInkin of *kiD* now.. i tried to heLp d gurL wip him.. dun0 whetheR i did d rite ting la.. mabe, i did.. but reaLi miss d tymes wit him..-- HAVE TO B STRONG!! -- ok.. i DID d right ting .. and its a NO to patCh-uP..~~ ergh.. i haTe it wen i'm so weak in heaRt and i always am in matteRs of him dats y my frenZ coL me supa-crazY.. mixEd feeLings.. so he jus left to go SPARKS fer clubbin'.. -haiZ- his lyf so supa-dupa.. but overall, YES I AM OVER HIM ..

2004-04-23T19:13:00.000-07:00

eyyo peeps.
1st tym i studied yesterday til ard 12 den w0ke up @ 7 todae and studied again tiL n0w.. den at 11 g0in saLon but n0t fer my hair ): follo' sum frenz den comin bac h0me & prepare to go out.. need at leaz hour pLus. duh.. gurLs.. but stiL dun0 goin wher.. hafent reaLy decided.. its more fun det way c0s usuaLi big2 grup. my body's been aching lyk hell cos of d NAPHA yesterdae.. im so outdated all my frenz felt pain yesterday.. me only today.. yucks.. im weird.. so its lyk my body has gone jelloid. each step i take is lyk walkin thru fire.. its d worse wen im laughing(which i do lots) cos my stomach feels lyk sum1 is punching it non-st0p..
wish time cud be brought bac.. i wana go bac to decemba' had d time of my lyfe.. so many mem0ries whic hafta be buried n0w.. shyt, now tinkin of him.. hafta stop.. no use cryin' ova split miLk..
so dats bout it.. dun0 wad else to write..

2004-04-23T01:59:00.000-07:00

hey0 peeps...
todae's been an ok2 dae fer mi. had my NAPHA.. resuLts n0t reaLy up to standaRd.. my sit & reach totali sckx to d deepeZ c0rE.. mabe my legs are too long and my hands r too sh0rt.. suc a Lame xcuse ..d one i'm moz unhapPy is of ma stand|n-b0arD jump.. i wanted 190cm.. sheesh got onLy 180cm..
-cRinges- and dats bout it. had a tiff wit P.T todae during recess. dun0 wads happenin~ evrYtingz so inseCure.. mabe its tym i shud st0p worryin bout all diz trivaL matteRs.. and yeay todae no DST.. so happi =) and then my frenz came over.. didnt even know.. i was sleeping then my m0m had let them in... apparently, she informed me but i was too lost in my sleep that i didnt even hear her.. imagine my sh0ck when i opened my eyes.. and ther they r laughing in my facE.. so >_< .. and n0w we're all piggin out in ma cRib.
ard 230 i made a contract wit my m0m.. i amd her sign.. d agreement was tt we will n0t talk to each other and mind our own business. and whatever we wana say, we muz write it out. but l8er i had to tok to her c0s muz entertain my frenz.. made her go out to buy junK f0.od... she actuaLly went... HAHA... im so mean =| .. so yeay dats bout it.

2004-04-20T23:28:00.000-07:00

hey0 peeps.. n0w hafin physics remedIaL but obviously, no1's payin attent|oN.. like always.. we're in d Lab watchIn sum family/marriAge tingie.. as if any1 even caRes onLi d gurls r watchin.. typicaL.. anyweize todae nth muz in skul.. gud day.. shaDy v0ice lyk br0ke seh.. so kute.. den erm.. nth muz det i wAna write la.. sheesh i tink my writing skiLls g0ne rusTy.. oh yahs todae hafta go PAW.. c0s i nvr do maths hw.. my wh0Le class, ima d onLi gurl >_< .. d rest all b0ys.. made tt KaLe pr0miz to stiCk by me.. l8er no frenz aL0ne so paiseys.. so yah he;l be lyk h0pefully not aband0ning me.. had maths test todae. kinda ez... wit fingerS cr0ssed that is.
aytes. gota go.
*witloadsoflurve*

2004-04-19T04:54:00.000-07:00

hey peeps.. been a L0ng tym since i've done ma upDating~ jus tt i reaLise tt all my entr|es wil get deLeted to d 'archives" so peeps, if u wana view ma prev. enTrieS dunt hesitate to go to 'archives' yeay~...
anyways so damn tired.. jus came bac frm skul. had dis 2.4 km run.. -ughss- came 4th.. shit.. i wanted 2nd... ma oLd positi0n.. haiz but nVm its n0t bad... since i nvr practised at all dis yR.. and i'm lyk outta netbaLL! so jus reached h0me la cos we went out fer a while den eat.. pigs!!.. lolz
WELLS, usha's b'dae paRty was rawkin... l0vin it.. lotsa dancIn.. r&b.. i drunk loads.. but shyt i wasnt even drunK. TRIED veri hard.. drank sami's and kaLe's too but to no aVaiL.. niwaes it was veri2 fun.. wish tym cud be turn bac sehz.. so well came h0me not too late ard 12+... d whole gang had to f0Llow me bac since im suc a scarEdy cat >_< ..
and fer n0w.. tts it la.. n0wadays n0 m0.od to update SORRI LA BABY-FACE!!... ME n0t so free lyk yaw!! hehes
anyways peeps. gota go..
oh yah..... dis week im happi!!... cos of....him ... and him...
anyways byes

2004-04-16T03:50:00.000-07:00

heys peeps
karmz helped me change ma template.. i realised how nauseatic pink can luk sumtime~~ gosh, dun0 wad i'd do widout him la.. its lyk im so dumb in dis stuf only ting i do is cum heRe and update -sheepish grin-

ma m0ma colled me ages ago & said she'z on da way bac h0me & says c'z bringin me f0.od but wth is she? anyways n0t det i'm missin her.. *im so mean* so yeah~ im so so glad dat dis whole week is oveR.. had so many blady tests.. and im so sure im gona flunk it all... but.. studied quite a bit la.. *fingers cRossed*

.. anyways im so glad d wh0le f&n ting is ova me.. yesterday was ma practical. c0.oked frieD rice, broccoli wit prawn, coleslaw and frut smo0thie. im lyk suc a idiot.. fer ma colesLaw, 4gt to bring cabbage!!... wen its d m0z impt ingredient.. st0opid me.. anyweize i din realy caRe muz.. was too bg stuffin hafiz's spaghetti.. man, dat guy can c0ok reaL wicked stuff.. funny sehz... he duesnt l0ok d sort whu actuaLi c0oks.. & well i dun wana b0re u guys wit d detaiLs.. -yawns-
.. wells, n0w im nvr payin attenti0n in clas.. always bg t0kin wit practically evry1 or listenin to md... dun0 wad i'm g0na do.. but i'l survive yeah~~.. LYK REAL~~ lols.. anyways tmL's ch|m_z's bdae.. ther'z g0na be lotsa wine.. dey all sharin and buyin BLACK CAT or sum wine.. btu me, im stingy yea~ so i din' pay.. im gud in dis stuf.. getin ppl to pay feR mi.. esp. guys, hafta werk sum charm and get dem to it. im reaLy mean & bad.. as in seri0usly but actuaLi i jus wana haf fun mah.. n0t tt i lyk makin fun of peeps.. ima saint in heart ^-^ oh yeah.. c'z bought her dress fer tmL's party its a sexy slinky blac dresS.. hup its gona be loads of fun.. anyways dis week has been eventfuL in sum ways but i shall not say a w0rd.. im lyk publicizing my blog to any1 i meet onLine so its danger0us.. too paiseys fer mi.. cuz usuali in ma bLog, nce i start d st0ry i nvr end.. so aytes peeps... haf a nice wkend yeah~ shyt, monday gt a maths test!! >_<
aytes *loadsoflurve*
takkaires

2004-04-14T04:33:00.000-07:00

yo peeps. been few days since ive been here. jus dat i didnt haf time to use net.. d0nt reali lyk to use net much nowadays.. dun0 why. actualy i know why but my heart is tellin me no dats n0t why. confused? wel, don be surprised.. c0s i am dat way. anyways been tests and stuff. and d weather is like fcuk(not f-u-c-k... i haf respec fo' ma visit0rs).. always so freakin h0t den n0 m0od to study.. den always slip but even slip aLso damn hard.. and n0w d exams r so blady near. evryones sayin "finished ur revision?"... goddamnit.. hafnt even started!! geez.. mabe sum subjects la but i've never been one to publicize bout h0w much ive studied and start bragin and actin lyk a nerd.. lol.. i jus keep it low and reaL.. yeay~.. anyways reali gota start ma butt werkin on all det subjecs l8er.. horror.. evry1 get so high2 den me onLi low.. >_< .. eeks.. wil hate det feelin.. anyways gtg yeay~.. n0w d onLi ting det is worth waitin fer is chim_z|'s bdae.. lolx.. aint i pathetic??..

2004-04-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

i hate contradicting but lately, dats all dat i've been d0ing. dis wk has been a real bummer fer mi. >_< ... its one of my "regret" peri0d again. cant metion d name of d "root of d prob".. cause he's b0und to c0m c ma blog but duesn realy tag me! ughh.. i hate dat.. shyt, i wish ther was a way to sumh0w let him kno but ther iznt.. i mean mabe ther is.. but im a gurl wit ma 'ego'.. i hate det bout mi but wad teh do.. haf been living this way.. so cant change!!... anyways went 0ut todae.. spent lotsa dough on stuff.. prez fer chim_z|.. pretY stuff.. i wish sum1 gives det to me.. haha im so greedy.. its a nice bracelet & a diamente clip all inside dis fancy red boz wit a silver rib0n.. nice ryt? .. hehe .. i kn0 wad to gif to ma gurls. *winks* .. i was at dis prety sh0p.. sum jewellery sh0p.. saw dis 'COUPLE' ring.. so nice.. nutting fancy bout it. but its all so nice.. d cutting and all.. simple yet l0.oks so meaningful.. and its n0t dat pricey .. beLow 50 bucks la.. hint-hint.. but sad la.. hint fer wad seh?.. as if attach n0w.. i know, i know... im pathetic.. but hey dets usali wad a 16 yr old gurl wishes fer isnt it?.. erm.. well maybe n0t fer those liberal gurls.. but hey... fer mi it is..

tomolo ther'z skul.. eww.. hatin it... n0w im wishin fer d week to be ova'.. den on sat. g0t chim_z|'s sweet 16 party.. YEAY.. im da organiser.. so im gona make ther'z lotsa guyss... hehe.. and yeay.. ther'z gona be sleep-over too... yeay... and haha we plan wit d guys.. ther's gona be SPIN D BOTTLE!!..... fer those hu dun0... its lyk u spin d bottle, den huever get d bottle... d person has to kiss him/her.. hehe.. but we'l prolly do on d cheeks... not so notty2... AYTES TIL DEN..byes

2004-04-10T06:04:00.000-07:00

im turnin into a bum. din' g0 out todae.actuaLi supp0z to go pEnni wit d gank OR go t0wn wit pinkY OR dress-huntin wit chim_zEe yikes, beginnin' in2 a freak, a goodie. went skul & had teh stay der til lyk 1 c0s din' reaLy feEl lyk g0in h0me... hafta hear ma foLks nag2 til ther'z no tomOLo.. seriously, cant wait teh escape from ma cRib. anyways, in d m0rnin' i was bein suc a health freaK. eatin strawbErrY yoghurt & all whiLe d others wer piggIn out... sadLy, was lyk on a binge lateR at h0me.. on d way h0me, stuufed myself wit all d0se fancy tings dey sell at delicassetens(correc spellin?) tink of d caLories. urgh. so NOT cool. budden again, dis yr haf been stuffin myself lyk ther'z no t0moLo..ayets gtg n0w

2004-04-09T04:57:00.000-07:00

hey y'all peeps..
todae's been a loong day fer mi. went 0ut fer lyk a sh0rt whiLe in d m0rning. oh yah~ watched kam's bdae vide0.. seemz lyk i'm de onLy 1 in d vide0 c0s ma v0ice can be heard m0z of de time -cringes- i kno i kno, i t0k loads but still.. >_< and gosh, i luk so weird in all d vide0s its lyk 'caught in d wr0ng m0ment' im either lookin sumwher else 0r talkin to sum1 whiLe d camera is clickin away... then i was bac to h0me wher i had to finish my damn f&n projec.. but so far, i'm werkin ma butt off it so i h0pe det ms hayati wil appreciaTe it 0R else i'm d0ne wit tis f0.ok|n subjec.. damn, tml hafta go skul fer sum chemistry practical but hey~ at leaz its in d lab & n0t in d b0ring oLd class.. -yawns-
hafnt made up ma mind whu to go out wip tml.. speakin of det, i'm so br0ke.. i mean, i do haf sum dough but now me and ma br0 plannin to mix up & buy det Louis Vuitton hat.. seems weird dusent it? but i haf been eye-ing det hat since d day i skipped class and went t0wn wit d gang & me and ambika wer so gushin over det hat but im lyk too strapped so ma br0 has offered to chip in but prolly he'l be d one wearin it mozLy.. he's alwaes tryin to change his style .. dun0 wats wrong wit kid nowadaes.. LOL .. wen i was his age, hack i wasnt realy dat bothered wit all these "c0ncepts" dat we haf nowadaes..
besically here's my wish list:
1) LV hat
2) watch with pink strap and diamentes on the side.. its gorge0us but i'l prolly sp0ilt it veri fast =|
3) ANNA SUI volume+lenghtenin MASCARA.. its lyk dream on.. costs a bomb..ard $40 fer a stoopid mascara.. im beter off wit ZA $19.90..
4) hood frm ROXY.. it has super-long sleeves but mid-riff baring.. hafta start on ma crunches..
BUT MOSTLY I WAN MY HP BACK!!

2004-04-08T23:09:00.000-07:00

... taken away bout d fact det i care bout you ...
... makes me smile wen u say u were glad d day you found me ...

itz been suc a l0ong tym & i'm l0st..
4 loong m0nths. l0ving. hurting. waiting. cheating.

2004-04-08T03:43:00.000-07:00

heya peeps
so far nuttin gr8 has hapened...nufink w0rth menti0nin that is. todae was a typical thursday whic means all tt fcukin' f&n tingz.. abt d c0ursewerk fer o |v| & stuff. like i even care. but i hafta care.. since itz bout ma futures & stuff. to hell wit it. i dun0 wat i wana be wen i gr0w up.. but watever it is it has t0 be sth i enjoy n0t jus c0s ma m0mma tells me to do that. its my life and i ch0ose it. YEPS. besically, it wil be sth 2 do wit english that is. like free-lance journalism... eww tt s0unds way too profesi0nal. i so wish i cud do DJ-in' and also BARTENDER.. it s0unds fun duesnt it.. but its like DREAM ON.. -sighs-
anyways n0w i hafta get crackin wit ma f&n.. i hate det sub. c0s i dunt even kno how to cook... only kno how teh b0il water whic is wen u see d bubbles, u have to 'off' d c0oker.. yeah~~ 'COOKING TIP' fer all ma blog-vivit0rs. =)
tml is gud friday.. yeay no skul. hafta catch up. m fallin way behind in class. weell, n0t really... im behavin nowadaes =)
tts bout it..
bye

2004-04-07T05:08:00.000-07:00

Testing testing...

2004-04-06T22:10:00.000-07:00

im lyk so so bored. now in skul hafin CME lesson in d com lab but its lyk d whole class os online and ther's this video playin on.. sth bout tten love & sex and all.. haha but its not reali dat interestin =( its stuff evry1 alreadi knows.. LOL.. so life's been OK so far. yesterday was a nitemare...loooong st0ry. went out den came home late & den had to study fer d E MATHS test. lyk so screwed... and had d test todae.. so hard seh. sure faiL.. =| .. YEAH~ NOW THER'S no more tests onli till nxt thursdae..hist0ry.. like yeps. kinda easy.. aytes nw im seriously b0red
seyar

2004-04-05T03:04:00.000-07:00

gosh, i hate mondays. lyk beginnin of d week and ther's t0ns of hw & tests. lyk ther's A MATHS & ENG. tests tml. lyk so screwed. and on wed, ther's e maths test. double screwed =| i dunt understan a ting on all det graph tingies. im gettin so sick of life. n0t det anyting bad has happened. jus tt im gettin sick of d same old tings, same old ppl, same daily life. i know i know its n0rmal.. evry1's life is like dat and im jus contradicting here but wad teh do? dats me. and im so outta contac wit d whole werld eva since ma f0ne g0t confiscated by ma m0mma. -sighs- i actuali am missin sum of d ppl. dats so freaky c0s i alwaes huped fer d day wen they'l stop disturbin me but nw i'm actuali missin all det n0nsenz. c0s nw no1 is disturbin me c0s d only ppl i cntac is by MSN or in skul.-->> so TOTALI borin <<-- but strangely tho, i kno daniaL m0re nw thru d wonders of MSN. dun0 wat went wr0ng in d0se days.. BUT im not not g0na regret wat i did c0s mabe its fer d best. at least, dats wad i h0pe. maybe its c0s nw im liek al0ne so i replay bac time and tink of d blissful days.. dun0 wad went wr0ng.. ok im gona stope here. i haf m0ved on.
its jus c0s i lov lov gettin attenti0n but nw nth muz is happenin. nufink much w0rth menti0nin in here. but yeah~ i lov it wen ppl lyk me. im weird. yes. very

2004-04-04T06:41:00.000-07:00

i'm just sick of pretending that i'm OK.

that nuttins goin wrong.

that i dunt cry evry night.

that i haf a fabbity-life.

that i dont care wat ppl tink.

that i'm strong.

that i can pull thru.

that i dont need any1 by my side.

im just sick of myself and the things i do.

i always screw up big time.

evryting goes fine & i actually think tt maybe this is meant to be.

then, it all goes wrong.

it always does.

it has always been det way, as for long as i can remeber.

maybe im jus meant to be alone.

physically.

now, i duno wad d shyt im writing.

and now thers dis super sad song playin.

k dets it. im bonkers.

2004-04-04T06:40:00.000-07:00

hey hey..

attended kam's shweet 16 bdae yesterdayy. like suuper fun. best partyy ive eva g0ne. and i mean it.

came h0me at ard 2 !! mum was lyk furious but fo a sh0rt while. juz nag2 onli. w0re yi wee's dress. .=)

d f0.od was gr8 and it was lyk at dis open space outsyd her h0me wit l0tsa loud muzic. had gud muzic but not rilly r&b...sad sad.. d0se tekno and hindi..=(

gt d0se games also .. i was 2nd in muzical chairs...not much of a big deal tho!! and afta d partyy we went d0wn to chill... t0k2 til damn late.. told ghost str0ries.. uncles chase us sial.. kenah so mnay timex .. given warnin to go h0me or else... but we hack la.

but later rilly no ch0ice had to leave.

man, got that stoopid cat sial.. spoil my fun-

aytes

gtg